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The Cricket On The Hearth By Charles Dickens
The Dutch clock in the corner struck Ten, when the Carrier sat down
by his fireside. So troubled and grief-worn, that he seemed to
scare the Cuckoo, who, having cut his ten melodious announcements as
short as possible, plunged back into the Moorish Palace again, and clapped
his little door behind him, as if the unwonted spectacle were too much
for his feelings.
If the little Haymaker had been armed with the sharpest of scythes,
and had cut at every stroke into the Carrier's heart, he never
could have gashed and wounded it, as Dot had done.
It was a heart so full of love for her; so bound up and held together
by innumerable threads of winning remembrance, spun from the daily working
of her many qualities of endearment; it was a heart in which she had
enshrined herself so gently and so closely; a heart so single and so
earnest in its Truth, so strong in right, so weak in wrong; that it
could cherish neither passion nor revenge at first, and had only room
to hold the broken image of its Idol.
But, slowly, slowly, as the Carrier sat brooding on his hearth, now
cold and dark, other and fiercer thoughts began to rise within him,
as an angry wind comes rising in the night. The Stranger was beneath
his outraged roof. Three steps would take him to his chamber-door.
One blow would beat it in. 'You might do murder before you
know it,' Tackleton had said. How could it be murder, if
he gave the villain time to grapple with him hand to hand! He
was the younger man.
It was an ill-timed thought, bad for the dark mood of his mind.
It was an angry thought, goading him to some avenging act, that should
change the cheerful house into a haunted place which lonely travellers
would dread to pass by night; and where the timid would see shadows
struggling in the ruined windows when the moon was dim, and hear wild
noises in the stormy weather.
He was the younger man! Yes, yes; some lover who had won the heart
that he had never touched. Some lover of her early choice,
of whom she had thought and dreamed, for whom she had pined and pined,
when he had fancied her so happy by his side. O agony to think
of it!
She had been above-stairs with the Baby, getting it to bed. As
he sat brooding on the hearth, she came close beside him, without his
knowledge - in the turning of the rack of his great misery, he lost
all other sounds - and put her little stool at his feet. He only
knew it, when he felt her hand upon his own, and saw her looking up
into his face.
With wonder? No. It was his first impression, and he was
fain to look at her again, to set it right. No, not with wonder.
With an eager and inquiring look; but not with wonder. At first
it was alarmed and serious; then, it changed into a strange, wild, dreadful
smile of recognition of his thoughts; then, there was nothing but her
clasped hands on her brow, and her bent head, and falling hair.
Though the power of Omnipotence had been his to wield at that moment,
he had too much of its diviner property of Mercy in his breast, to have
turned one feather's weight of it against her. But he could
not bear to see her crouching down upon the little seat where he had
often looked on her, with love and pride, so innocent and gay; and,
when she rose and left him, sobbing as she went, he felt it a relief
to have the vacant place beside him rather than her so long-cherished
presence. This in itself was anguish keener than all, reminding
him how desolate he was become, and how the great bond of his life was
rent asunder.
The more he felt this, and the more he knew he could have better borne
to see her lying prematurely dead before him with their little child
upon her breast, the higher and the stronger rose his wrath against
his enemy. He looked about him for a weapon.
There was a gun, hanging on the wall. He took it down, and moved
a pace or two towards the door of the perfidious Stranger's room.
He knew the gun was loaded. Some shadowy idea that it was just
to shoot this man like a wild beast, seized him, and dilated in his
mind until it grew into a monstrous demon in complete possession of
him, casting out all milder thoughts and setting up its undivided empire.
That phrase is wrong. Not casting out his milder thoughts, but
artfully transforming them. Changing them into scourges to drive
him on. Turning water into blood, love into hate, gentleness into
blind ferocity. Her image, sorrowing, humbled, but still pleading
to his tenderness and mercy with resistless power, never left his mind;
but, staying there, it urged him to the door; raised the weapon to his
shoulder; fitted and nerved his finger to the trigger; and cried 'Kill
him! In his bed!'
He reversed the gun to beat the stock up the door; he already held it
lifted in the air; some indistinct design was in his thoughts of calling
out to him to fly, for God's sake, by the window -
When, suddenly, the struggling fire illumined the whole chimney with
a glow of light; and the Cricket on the Hearth began to Chirp!
No sound he could have heard, no human voice, not even hers, could so
have moved and softened him. The artless words in which she had
told him of her love for this same Cricket, were once more freshly spoken;
her trembling, earnest manner at the moment, was again before him; her
pleasant voice - O what a voice it was, for making household music at
the fireside of an honest man! - thrilled through and through his better
nature, and awoke it into life and action.
He recoiled from the door, like a man walking in his sleep, awakened
from a frightful dream; and put the gun aside. Clasping his hands
before his face, he then sat down again beside the fire, and found relief
in tears.
The Cricket on the Hearth came out into the room, and stood in Fairy
shape before him.
'"I love it,"' said the Fairy Voice, repeating
what he well remembered, '"for the many times I have heard
it, and the many thoughts its harmless music has given me."'
'She said so!' cried the Carrier. 'True!'
'"This has been a happy home, John; and I love the Cricket
for its sake!"'
'It has been, Heaven knows,' returned the Carrier.
'She made it happy, always, - until now.'
'So gracefully sweet-tempered; so domestic, joyful, busy, and
light-hearted!' said the Voice.
'Otherwise I never could have loved her as I did,' returned
the Carrier.
The Voice, correcting him, said 'do.'
The Carrier repeated 'as I did.' But not firmly.
His faltering tongue resisted his control, and would speak in its own
way, for itself and him.
The Figure, in an attitude of invocation, raised its hand and said:
'Upon your own hearth - '
'The hearth she has blighted,' interposed the Carrier.
'The hearth she has - how often! - blessed and brightened,'
said the Cricket; 'the hearth which, but for her, were only a
few stones and bricks and rusty bars, but which has been, through her,
the Altar of your Home; on which you have nightly sacrificed some petty
passion, selfishness, or care, and offered up the homage of a tranquil
mind, a trusting nature, and an overflowing heart; so that the smoke
from this poor chimney has gone upward with a better fragrance than
the richest incense that is burnt before the richest shrines in all
the gaudy temples of this world! - Upon your own hearth; in its quiet
sanctuary; surrounded by its gentle influences and associations; hear
her! Hear me! Hear everything that speaks the language of
your hearth and home!'
'And pleads for her?' inquired the Carrier.
'All things that speak the language of your hearth and home, must
plead for her!' returned the Cricket. 'For they speak
the truth.'
And while the Carrier, with his head upon his hands, continued to sit
meditating in his chair, the Presence stood beside him, suggesting his
reflections by its power, and presenting them before him, as in a glass
or picture. It was not a solitary Presence. From the hearthstone,
from the chimney, from the clock, the pipe, the kettle, and the cradle;
from the floor, the walls, the ceiling, and the stairs; from the cart
without, and the cupboard within, and the household implements; from
every thing and every place with which she had ever been familiar, and
with which she had ever entwined one recollection of herself in her
unhappy husband's mind; Fairies came trooping forth. Not
to stand beside him as the Cricket did, but to busy and bestir themselves.
To do all honour to her image. To pull him by the skirts, and
point to it when it appeared. To cluster round it, and embrace
it, and strew flowers for it to tread on. To try to crown its
fair head with their tiny hands. To show that they were fond of
it and loved it; and that there was not one ugly, wicked or accusatory
creature to claim knowledge of it - none but their playful and approving
selves.
His thoughts were constant to her image. It was always there.
She sat plying her needle, before the fire, and singing to herself.
Such a blithe, thriving, steady little Dot! The fairy figures
turned upon him all at once, by one consent, with one prodigious concentrated
stare, and seemed to say, 'Is this the light wife you are mourning
for!'
There were sounds of gaiety outside, musical instruments, and noisy
tongues, and laughter. A crowd of young merry-makers came pouring
in, among whom were May Fielding and a score of pretty girls.
Dot was the fairest of them all; as young as any of them too.
They came to summon her to join their party. It was a dance.
If ever little foot were made for dancing, hers was, surely. But
she laughed, and shook her head, and pointed to her cookery on the fire,
and her table ready spread: with an exulting defiance that rendered
her more charming than she was before. And so she merrily dismissed
them, nodding to her would-be partners, one by one, as they passed,
but with a comical indifference, enough to make them go and drown themselves
immediately if they were her admirers - and they must have been so,
more or less; they couldn't help it. And yet indifference
was not her character. O no! For presently, there came a
certain Carrier to the door; and bless her what a welcome she bestowed
upon him!
Again the staring figures turned upon him all at once, and seemed to
say, 'Is this the wife who has forsaken you!'
A shadow fell upon the mirror or the picture: call it what you will.
A great shadow of the Stranger, as he first stood underneath their roof;
covering its surface, and blotting out all other objects. But
the nimble Fairies worked like bees to clear it off again. And
Dot again was there. Still bright and beautiful.
Rocking her little Baby in its cradle, singing to it softly, and resting
her head upon a shoulder which had its counterpart in the musing figure
by which the Fairy Cricket stood.
The night - I mean the real night: not going by Fairy clocks - was wearing
now; and in this stage of the Carrier's thoughts, the moon burst
out, and shone brightly in the sky. Perhaps some calm and quiet
light had risen also, in his mind; and he could think more soberly of
what had happened.
Although the shadow of the Stranger fell at intervals upon the glass
- always distinct, and big, and thoroughly defined - it never fell so
darkly as at first. Whenever it appeared, the Fairies uttered
a general cry of consternation, and plied their little arms and legs,
with inconceivable activity, to rub it out. And whenever they
got at Dot again, and showed her to him once more, bright and beautiful,
they cheered in the most inspiring manner.
They never showed her, otherwise than beautiful and bright, for they
were Household Spirits to whom falsehood is annihilation; and being
so, what Dot was there for them, but the one active, beaming, pleasant
little creature who had been the light and sun of the Carrier's
Home!
The Fairies were prodigiously excited when they showed her, with the
Baby, gossiping among a knot of sage old matrons, and affecting to be
wondrous old and matronly herself, and leaning in a staid, demure old
way upon her husband's arm, attempting - she! such a bud of a
little woman - to convey the idea of having abjured the vanities of
the world in general, and of being the sort of person to whom it was
no novelty at all to be a mother; yet in the same breath, they showed
her, laughing at the Carrier for being awkward, and pulling up his shirt-collar
to make him smart, and mincing merrily about that very room to teach
him how to dance!
They turned, and stared immensely at him when they showed her with the
Blind Girl; for, though she carried cheerfulness and animation with
her wheresoever she went, she bore those influences into Caleb Plummer's
home, heaped up and running over. The Blind Girl's love
for her, and trust in her, and gratitude to her; her own good busy way
of setting Bertha's thanks aside; her dexterous little arts for
filling up each moment of the visit in doing something useful to the
house, and really working hard while feigning to make holiday; her bountiful
provision of those standing delicacies, the Veal and Ham-Pie and the
bottles of Beer; her radiant little face arriving at the door, and taking
leave; the wonderful expression in her whole self, from her neat foot
to the crown of her head, of being a part of the establishment - a something
necessary to it, which it couldn't be without; all this the Fairies
revelled in, and loved her for. And once again they looked upon
him all at once, appealingly, and seemed to say, while some among them
nestled in her dress and fondled her, 'Is this the wife who has
betrayed your confidence!'
More than once, or twice, or thrice, in the long thoughtful night, they
showed her to him sitting on her favourite seat, with her bent head,
her hands clasped on her brow, her falling hair. As he had seen
her last. And when they found her thus, they neither turned nor
looked upon him, but gathered close round her, and comforted and kissed
her, and pressed on one another to show sympathy and kindness to her,
and forgot him altogether.
Thus the night passed. The moon went down; the stars grew pale;
the cold day broke; the sun rose. The Carrier still sat, musing,
in the chimney corner. He had sat there, with his head upon his
hands, all night. All night the faithful Cricket had been Chirp,
Chirp, Chirping on the Hearth. All night he had listened to its
voice. All night the household Fairies had been busy with him.
All night she had been amiable and blameless in the glass, except when
that one shadow fell upon it.
He rose up when it was broad day, and washed and dressed himself.
He couldn't go about his customary cheerful avocations - he wanted
spirit for them - but it mattered the less, that it was Tackleton's
wedding-day, and he had arranged to make his rounds by proxy.
He thought to have gone merrily to church with Dot. But such plans
were at an end. It was their own wedding-day too. Ah! how
little he had looked for such a close to such a year!
The Carrier had expected that Tackleton would pay him an early visit;
and he was right. He had not walked to and fro before his own
door, many minutes, when he saw the Toy-merchant coming in his chaise
along the road. As the chaise drew nearer, he perceived that Tackleton
was dressed out sprucely for his marriage, and that he had decorated
his horse's head with flowers and favours.
The horse looked much more like a bridegroom than Tackleton, whose half-closed
eye was more disagreeably expressive than ever. But the Carrier
took little heed of this. His thoughts had other occupation.
'John Peerybingle!' said Tackleton, with an air of condolence.
'My good fellow, how do you find yourself this morning?'
'I have had but a poor night, Master Tackleton,' returned
the Carrier, shaking his head: 'for I have been a good deal disturbed
in my mind. But it's over now! Can you spare me half
an hour or so, for some private talk?'
'I came on purpose,' returned Tackleton, alighting.
'Never mind the horse. He'll stand quiet enough, with
the reins over this post, if you'll give him a mouthful of hay.'
The Carrier having brought it from his stable, and set it before him,
they turned into the house.
'You are not married before noon,' he said, 'I think?'
'No,' answered Tackleton. 'Plenty of time.
Plenty of time.'
When they entered the kitchen, Tilly Slowboy was rapping at the Stranger's
door; which was only removed from it by a few steps. One of her
very red eyes (for Tilly had been crying all night long, because her
mistress cried) was at the keyhole; and she was knocking very loud;
and seemed frightened.
'If you please I can't make nobody hear,' said Tilly,
looking round. 'I hope nobody an't gone and been and
died if you please!'
This philanthropic wish, Miss Slowboy emphasised with various new raps
and kicks at the door; which led to no result whatever.
'Shall I go?' said Tackleton. 'It's curious.'
The Carrier, who had turned his face from the door, signed to him to
go if he would.
So Tackleton went to Tilly Slowboy's relief; and he too kicked
and knocked; and he too failed to get the least reply. But he
thought of trying the handle of the door; and as it opened easily, he
peeped in, looked in, went in, and soon came running out again.
'John Peerybingle,' said Tackleton, in his ear. 'I
hope there has been nothing - nothing rash in the night?'
The Carrier turned upon him quickly.
'Because he's gone!' said Tackleton; 'and the
window's open. I don't see any marks - to be sure
it's almost on a level with the garden: but I was afraid there
might have been some - some scuffle. Eh?'
He nearly shut up the expressive eye altogether; he looked at him so
hard. And he gave his eye, and his face, and his whole person,
a sharp twist. As if he would have screwed the truth out of him.
'Make yourself easy,' said the Carrier. 'He
went into that room last night, without harm in word or deed from me,
and no one has entered it since. He is away of his own free will.
I'd go out gladly at that door, and beg my bread from house to
house, for life, if I could so change the past that he had never come.
But he has come and gone. And I have done with him!'
'Oh! - Well, I think he has got off pretty easy,' said Tackleton,
taking a chair.
The sneer was lost upon the Carrier, who sat down too, and shaded his
face with his hand, for some little time, before proceeding.
'You showed me last night,' he said at length, 'my
wife; my wife that I love; secretly - '
'And tenderly,' insinuated Tackleton.
'Conniving at that man's disguise, and giving him opportunities
of meeting her alone. I think there's no sight I wouldn't
have rather seen than that. I think there's no man in the
world I wouldn't have rather had to show it me.'
'I confess to having had my suspicions always,' said Tackleton.
'And that has made me objectionable here, I know.'
'But as you did show it me,' pursued the Carrier, not minding
him; 'and as you saw her, my wife, my wife that I love'
- his voice, and eye, and hand, grew steadier and firmer as he repeated
these words: evidently in pursuance of a steadfast purpose - 'as
you saw her at this disadvantage, it is right and just that you should
also see with my eyes, and look into my breast, and know what my mind
is, upon the subject. For it's settled,' said the
Carrier, regarding him attentively. 'And nothing can shake
it now.'
Tackleton muttered a few general words of assent, about its being necessary
to vindicate something or other; but he was overawed by the manner of
his companion. Plain and unpolished as it was, it had a something
dignified and noble in it, which nothing but the soul of generous honour
dwelling in the man could have imparted.
'I am a plain, rough man,' pursued the Carrier, 'with
very little to recommend me. I am not a clever man, as you very
well know. I am not a young man. I loved my little Dot,
because I had seen her grow up, from a child, in her father's
house; because I knew how precious she was; because she had been my
life, for years and years. There's many men I can't
compare with, who never could have loved my little Dot like me, I think!'
He paused, and softly beat the ground a short time with his foot, before
resuming.
'I often thought that though I wasn't good enough for her,
I should make her a kind husband, and perhaps know her value better
than another; and in this way I reconciled it to myself, and came to
think it might be possible that we should be married. And in the
end it came about, and we were married.'
'Hah!' said Tackleton, with a significant shake of the head.
'I had studied myself; I had had experience of myself; I knew
how much I loved her, and how happy I should be,' pursued the
Carrier. 'But I had not - I feel it now - sufficiently considered
her.'
'To be sure,' said Tackleton. 'Giddiness, frivolity,
fickleness, love of admiration! Not considered! All left
out of sight! Hah!'
'You had best not interrupt me,' said the Carrier, with
some sternness, 'till you understand me; and you're wide
of doing so. If, yesterday, I'd have struck that man down
at a blow, who dared to breathe a word against her, to-day I'd
set my foot upon his face, if he was my brother!'
The Toy-merchant gazed at him in astonishment. He went on in a
softer tone:
'Did I consider,' said the Carrier, 'that I took her
- at her age, and with her beauty - from her young companions, and the
many scenes of which she was the ornament; in which she was the brightest
little star that ever shone, to shut her up from day to day in my dull
house, and keep my tedious company? Did I consider how little
suited I was to her sprightly humour, and how wearisome a plodding man
like me must be, to one of her quick spirit? Did I consider that
it was no merit in me, or claim in me, that I loved her, when everybody
must, who knew her? Never. I took advantage of her hopeful
nature and her cheerful disposition; and I married her. I wish
I never had! For her sake; not for mine!'
The Toy-merchant gazed at him, without winking. Even the half-shut
eye was open now.
'Heaven bless her!' said the Carrier, 'for the cheerful
constancy with which she tried to keep the knowledge of this from me!
And Heaven help me, that, in my slow mind, I have not found it out before!
Poor child! Poor Dot! I not to find it out, who have
seen her eyes fill with tears, when such a marriage as our own was spoken
of! I, who have seen the secret trembling on her lips a hundred
times, and never suspected it till last night! Poor girl!
That I could ever hope she would be fond of me! That I could ever
believe she was!'
'She made a show of it,' said Tackleton. 'She
made such a show of it, that to tell you the truth it was the origin
of my misgivings.'
And here he asserted the superiority of May Fielding, who certainly
made no sort of show of being fond of him.
'She has tried,' said the poor Carrier, with greater
emotion than he had exhibited yet; 'I only now begin to know how
hard she has tried, to be my dutiful and zealous wife. How good
she has been; how much she has done; how brave and strong a heart she
has; let the happiness I have known under this roof bear witness!
It will be some help and comfort to me, when I am here alone.'
'Here alone?' said Tackleton. 'Oh! Then
you do mean to take some notice of this?'
'I mean,' returned the Carrier, 'to do her the greatest
kindness, and make her the best reparation, in my power. I can
release her from the daily pain of an unequal marriage, and the struggle
to conceal it. She shall be as free as I can render her.'
'Make her reparation!' exclaimed Tackleton, twisting
and turning his great ears with his hands. 'There must be
something wrong here. You didn't say that, of course.'
The Carrier set his grip upon the collar of the Toy-merchant, and shook
him like a reed.
'Listen to me!' he said. 'And take care that
you hear me right. Listen to me. Do I speak plainly?'
'Very plainly indeed,' answered Tackleton.
'As if I meant it?'
'Very much as if you meant it.'
'I sat upon that hearth, last night, all night,' exclaimed
the Carrier. 'On the spot where she has often sat beside
me, with her sweet face looking into mine. I called up her whole
life, day by day. I had her dear self, in its every passage, in
review before me. And upon my soul she is innocent, if there is
One to judge the innocent and guilty!'
Staunch Cricket on the Hearth! Loyal household Fairies!
'Passion and distrust have left me!' said the Carrier; 'and
nothing but my grief remains. In an unhappy moment some old lover,
better suited to her tastes and years than I; forsaken, perhaps, for
me, against her will; returned. In an unhappy moment, taken by
surprise, and wanting time to think of what she did, she made herself
a party to his treachery, by concealing it. Last night she saw
him, in the interview we witnessed. It was wrong. But otherwise
than this she is innocent if there is truth on earth!'
'If that is your opinion' - Tackleton began.
'So, let her go!' pursued the Carrier. 'Go,
with my blessing for the many happy hours she has given me, and my forgiveness
for any pang she has caused me. Let her go, and have the peace
of mind I wish her! She'll never hate me. She'll
learn to like me better, when I'm not a drag upon her, and she
wears the chain I have riveted, more lightly. This is the day
on which I took her, with so little thought for her enjoyment, from
her home. To-day she shall return to it, and I will trouble her
no more. Her father and mother will be here to-day - we had made
a little plan for keeping it together - and they shall take her home.
I can trust her, there, or anywhere. She leaves me without blame,
and she will live so I am sure. If I should die - I may perhaps
while she is still young; I have lost some courage in a few hours -
she'll find that I remembered her, and loved her to the last!
This is the end of what you showed me. Now, it's over!'
'O no, John, not over. Do not say it's over yet!
Not quite yet. I have heard your noble words. I could not
steal away, pretending to be ignorant of what has affected me with such
deep gratitude. Do not say it's over, 'till the clock
has struck again!'
She had entered shortly after Tackleton, and had remained there.
She never looked at Tackleton, but fixed her eyes upon her husband.
But she kept away from him, setting as wide a space as possible between
them; and though she spoke with most impassioned earnestness, she went
no nearer to him even then. How different in this from her old
self!
'No hand can make the clock which will strike again for me the
hours that are gone,' replied the Carrier, with a faint smile.
'But let it be so, if you will, my dear. It will strike
soon. It's of little matter what we say. I'd
try to please you in a harder case than that.'
'Well!' muttered Tackleton. 'I must be off,
for when the clock strikes again, it'll be necessary for me to
be upon my way to church. Good morning, John Peerybingle.
I'm sorry to be deprived of the pleasure of your company.
Sorry for the loss, and the occasion of it too!'
'I have spoken plainly?' said the Carrier, accompanying
him to the door.
'Oh quite!'
'And you'll remember what I have said?'
'Why, if you compel me to make the observation,' said Tackleton,
previously taking the precaution of getting into his chaise; 'I
must say that it was so very unexpected, that I'm far from being
likely to forget it.'
'The better for us both,' returned the Carrier. 'Good
bye. I give you joy!'
'I wish I could give it to you,' said Tackleton.
'As I can't; thank'ee. Between ourselves, (as
I told you before, eh?) I don't much think I shall have the less
joy in my married life, because May hasn't been too officious
about me, and too demonstrative. Good bye! Take care of
yourself.'
The Carrier stood looking after him until he was smaller in the distance
than his horse's flowers and favours near at hand; and then, with
a deep sigh, went strolling like a restless, broken man, among some
neighbouring elms; unwilling to return until the clock was on the eve
of striking.
His little wife, being left alone, sobbed piteously; but often dried
her eyes and checked herself, to say how good he was, how excellent
he was! and once or twice she laughed; so heartily, triumphantly, and
incoherently (still crying all the time), that Tilly was quite horrified.
'Ow if you please don't!' said Tilly. 'It's
enough to dead and bury the Baby, so it is if you please.'
'Will you bring him sometimes, to see his father, Tilly,'
inquired her mistress, drying her eyes; 'when I can't live
here, and have gone to my old home?'
'Ow if you please don't!' cried Tilly, throwing back
her head, and bursting out into a howl - she looked at the moment uncommonly
like Boxer. 'Ow if you please don't! Ow, what
has everybody gone and been and done with everybody, making everybody
else so wretched! Ow-w-w-w!'
The soft-hearted Slowboy trailed off at this juncture, into such a deplorable
howl, the more tremendous from its long suppression, that she must infallibly
have awakened the Baby, and frightened him into something serious (probably
convulsions), if her eyes had not encountered Caleb Plummer, leading
in his daughter. This spectacle restoring her to a sense of the
proprieties, she stood for some few moments silent, with her mouth wide
open; and then, posting off to the bed on which the Baby lay asleep,
danced in a weird, Saint Vitus manner on the floor, and at the same
time rummaged with her face and head among the bedclothes, apparently
deriving much relief from those extraordinary operations.
'Mary!' said Bertha. 'Not at the marriage!'
'I told her you would not be there, mum,' whispered Caleb.
'I heard as much last night. But bless you,' said
the little man, taking her tenderly by both hands, 'I don't
care for what they say. I don't believe them. There
an't much of me, but that little should be torn to pieces sooner
than I'd trust a word against you!'
He put his arms about her and hugged her, as a child might have hugged
one of his own dolls.
'Bertha couldn't stay at home this morning,' said
Caleb. 'She was afraid, I know, to hear the bells ring,
and couldn't trust herself to be so near them on their wedding-day.
So we started in good time, and came here. I have been thinking
of what I have done,' said Caleb, after a moment's pause;
'I have been blaming myself till I hardly knew what to do or where
to turn, for the distress of mind I have caused her; and I've
come to the conclusion that I'd better, if you'll stay with
me, mum, the while, tell her the truth. You'll stay with
me the while?' he inquired, trembling from head to foot.
'I don't know what effect it may have upon her; I don't
know what she'll think of me; I don't know that she'll
ever care for her poor father afterwards. But it's best
for her that she should be undeceived, and I must bear the consequences
as I deserve!'
' Mary,' said Bertha, 'where is your hand! Ah!
Here it is here it is!' pressing it to her lips, with a smile,
and drawing it through her arm. 'I heard them speaking softly
among themselves, last night, of some blame against you. They
were wrong.'
The Carrier's Wife was silent. Caleb answered for her.
'They were wrong,' he said.
'I knew it!' cried Bertha, proudly. 'I told
them so. I scorned to hear a word! Blame her with
justice!' she pressed the hand between her own, and the soft cheek
against her face. 'No! I am not so blind as that.'
Her father went on one side of her, while Dot remained upon the other:
holding her hand.
'I know you all,' said Bertha, 'better than you think.
But none so well as her. Not even you, father. There is
nothing half so real and so true about me, as she is. If I could
be restored to sight this instant, and not a word were spoken, I could
choose her from a crowd! My sister!'
'Bertha, my dear!' said Caleb, 'I have something on
my mind I want to tell you, while we three are alone. Hear me
kindly! I have a confession to make to you, my darling.'
'A confession, father?'
'I have wandered from the truth and lost myself, my child,'
said Caleb, with a pitiable expression in his bewildered face.
'I have wandered from the truth, intending to be kind to you;
and have been cruel.'
She turned her wonder-stricken face towards him, and repeated 'Cruel!'
'He accuses himself too strongly, Bertha,' said Dot.
'You'll say so, presently. You'll be the first
to tell him so.'
'He cruel to me!' cried Bertha, with a smile of incredulity.
'Not meaning it, my child,' said Caleb. 'But
I have been; though I never suspected it, till yesterday. My dear
blind daughter, hear me and forgive me! The world you live in,
heart of mine, doesn't exist as I have represented it. The
eyes you have trusted in, have been false to you.'
She turned her wonder-stricken face towards him still; but drew back,
and clung closer to her friend.
'Your road in life was rough, my poor one,' said Caleb,
'and I meant to smooth it for you. I have altered objects,
changed the characters of people, invented many things that never have
been, to make you happier. I have had concealments from you, put
deceptions on you, God forgive me! and surrounded you with fancies.'
'But living people are not fancies!' she said hurriedly,
and turning very pale, and still retiring from him. 'You
can't change them.'
'I have done so, Bertha,' pleaded Caleb. 'There
is one person that you know, my dove - '
'Oh father! why do you say, I know?' she answered, in a
term of keen reproach. 'What and whom do I know!
I who have no leader! I so miserably blind.'
In the anguish of her heart, she stretched out her hands, as if she
were groping her way; then spread them, in a manner most forlorn and
sad, upon her face.
'The marriage that takes place to-day,' said Caleb, 'is
with a stern, sordid, grinding man. A hard master to you and me,
my dear, for many years. Ugly in his looks, and in his nature.
Cold and callous always. Unlike what I have painted him to you
in everything, my child. In everything.'
'Oh why,' cried the Blind Girl, tortured, as it seemed,
almost beyond endurance, 'why did you ever do this! Why
did you ever fill my heart so full, and then come in like Death, and
tear away the objects of my love! O Heaven, how blind I am!
How helpless and alone!'
Her afflicted father hung his head, and offered no reply but in his
penitence and sorrow.
She had been but a short time in this passion of regret, when the Cricket
on the Hearth, unheard by all but her, began to chirp. Not merrily,
but in a low, faint, sorrowing way. It was so mournful that her
tears began to flow; and when the Presence which had been beside the
Carrier all night, appeared behind her, pointing to her father, they
fell down like rain.
She heard the Cricket-voice more plainly soon, and was conscious, through
her blindness, of the Presence hovering about her father.
'Mary,' said the Blind Girl, 'tell me what my home
is. What it truly is.'
'It is a poor place, Bertha; very poor and bare indeed.
The house will scarcely keep out wind and rain another winter.
It is as roughly shielded from the weather, Bertha,' Dot continued
in a low, clear voice, 'as your poor father in his sack-cloth
coat.'
The Blind Girl, greatly agitated, rose, and led the Carrier's
little wife aside.
'Those presents that I took such care of; that came almost at
my wish, and were so dearly welcome to me,' she said, trembling;
'where did they come from? Did you send them?'
'No.'
'Who then?'
Dot saw she knew, already, and was silent. The Blind Girl spread
her hands before her face again. But in quite another manner now.
'Dear Mary, a moment. One moment? More this way.
Speak softly to me. You are true, I know. You'd not
deceive me now; would you?'
'No, Bertha, indeed!'
'No, I am sure you would not. You have too much pity for
me. Mary, look across the room to where we were just now - to
where my father is - my father, so compassionate and loving to me -
and tell me what you see.'
'I see,' said Dot, who understood her well, 'an old
man sitting in a chair, and leaning sorrowfully on the back, with his
face resting on his hand. As if his child should comfort him,
Bertha.'
'Yes, yes. She will. Go on.'
'He is an old man, worn with care and work. He is a spare,
dejected, thoughtful, grey-haired man. I see him now, despondent
and bowed down, and striving against nothing. But, Bertha, I have
seen him many times before, and striving hard in many ways for one great
sacred object. And I honour his grey head, and bless him!'
The Blind Girl broke away from her; and throwing herself upon her knees
before him, took the grey head to her breast.
'It is my sight restored. It is my sight!' she cried.
'I have been blind, and now my eyes are open. I never knew
him! To think I might have died, and never truly seen the father
who has been so loving to me!'
There were no words for Caleb's emotion.
'There is not a gallant figure on this earth,' exclaimed
the Blind Girl, holding him in her embrace, 'that I would love
so dearly, and would cherish so devotedly, as this! The greyer,
and more worn, the dearer, father! Never let them say I am blind
again. There's not a furrow in his face, there's not
a hair upon his head, that shall be forgotten in my prayers and thanks
to Heaven!'
Caleb managed to articulate 'My Bertha!'
'And in my blindness, I believed him,' said the girl, caressing
him with tears of exquisite affection, 'to be so different!
And having him beside me, day by day, so mindful of me - always, never
dreamed of this!'
'The fresh smart father in the blue coat, Bertha,' said
poor Caleb. 'He's gone!'
'Nothing is gone,' she answered. 'Dearest father,
no! Everything is here - in you. The father that I loved
so well; the father that I never loved enough, and never knew; the benefactor
whom I first began to reverence and love, because he had such sympathy
for me; All are here in you. Nothing is dead to me. The
soul of all that was most dear to me is here - here, with the worn face,
and the grey head. And I am NOT blind, father, any longer!'
Dot's whole attention had been concentrated, during this discourse,
upon the father and daughter; but looking, now, towards the little Haymaker
in the Moorish meadow, she saw that the clock was within a few minutes
of striking, and fell, immediately, into a nervous and excited state.
'Father,' said Bertha, hesitating. 'Mary.'
'Yes, my dear,' returned Caleb. 'Here she is.'
'There is no change in her. You never told me anything
of her that was not true?'
'I should have done it, my dear, I am afraid,' returned
Caleb, 'if I could have made her better than she was. But
I must have changed her for the worse, if I had changed her at all.
Nothing could improve her, Bertha.'
Confident as the Blind Girl had been when she asked the question, her
delight and pride in the reply and her renewed embrace of Dot, were
charming to behold.
'More changes than you think for, may happen though, my dear,'
said Dot. 'Changes for the better, I mean; changes for great
joy to some of us. You mustn't let them startle you too
much, if any such should ever happen, and affect you? Are those
wheels upon the road? You've a quick ear, Bertha.
Are they wheels?'
'Yes. Coming very fast.'
'I - I - I know you have a quick ear,' said Dot, placing
her hand upon her heart, and evidently talking on, as fast as she could
to hide its palpitating state, 'because I have noticed it often,
and because you were so quick to find out that strange step last night.
Though why you should have said, as I very well recollect you did say,
Bertha, "Whose step is that!" and why you should have taken
any greater observation of it than of any other step, I don't
know. Though as I said just now, there are great changes in the
world: great changes: and we can't do better than prepare ourselves
to be surprised at hardly anything.'
Caleb wondered what this meant; perceiving that she spoke to him, no
less than to his daughter. He saw her, with astonishment, so fluttered
and distressed that she could scarcely breathe; and holding to a chair,
to save herself from falling.
'They are wheels indeed!' she panted. 'Coming
nearer! Nearer! Very close! And now you hear them
stopping at the garden-gate! And now you hear a step outside the
door - the same step, Bertha, is it not! - and now!' -
She uttered a wild cry of uncontrollable delight; and running up to
Caleb put her hands upon his eyes, as a young man rushed into the room,
and flinging away his hat into the air, came sweeping down upon them.
'Is it over?' cried Dot.
'Yes!'
'Happily over?'
'Yes!'
'Do you recollect the voice, dear Caleb? Did you ever hear
the like of it before?' cried Dot.
'If my boy in the Golden South Americas was alive' - said
Caleb, trembling.
'He is alive!' shrieked Dot, removing her hands from his
eyes, and clapping them in ecstasy; 'look at him! See where
he stands before you, healthy and strong! Your own dear son!
Your own dear living, loving brother, Bertha
All honour to the little creature for her transports! All honour
to her tears and laughter, when the three were locked in one another's
arms! All honour to the heartiness with which she met the sunburnt
sailor-fellow, with his dark streaming hair, half-way, and never turned
her rosy little mouth aside, but suffered him to kiss it, freely, and
to press her to his bounding heart!
And honour to the Cuckoo too - why not! - for bursting out of the trap-door
in the Moorish Palace like a house-breaker, and hiccoughing twelve times
on the assembled company, as if he had got drunk for joy!
The Carrier, entering, started back. And well he might, to find
himself in such good company.
'Look, John!' said Caleb, exultingly, 'look here!
My own boy from the Golden South Americas! My own son! Him
that you fitted out, and sent away yourself! Him that you were
always such a friend to!'
The Carrier advanced to seize him by the hand; but, recoiling, as some
feature in his face awakened a remembrance of the Deaf Man in the Cart,
said:
'Edward! Was it you?'
'Now tell him all!' cried Dot. 'Tell him all,
Edward; and don't spare me, for nothing shall make me spare myself
in his eyes, ever again.'
'I was the man,' said Edward.
'And could you steal, disguised, into the house of your old friend?'
rejoined the Carrier. 'There was a frank boy once - how
many years is it, Caleb, since we heard that he was dead, and had it
proved, we thought? - who never would have done that.'
'There was a generous friend of mine, once; more a father to me
than a friend;' said Edward, 'who never would have judged
me, or any other man, unheard. You were he. So I am certain
you will hear me now.'
The Carrier, with a troubled glance at Dot, who still kept far away
from him, replied, 'Well! that's but fair. I will.'
'You must know that when I left here, a boy,' said Edward,
'I was in love, and my love was returned. She was a very
young girl, who perhaps (you may tell me) didn't know her own
mind. But I knew mine, and I had a passion for her.'
'You had!' exclaimed the Carrier. 'You!'
'Indeed I had,' returned the other. 'And she
returned it. I have ever since believed she did, and now I am
sure she did.'
'Heaven help me!' said the Carrier. 'This is
worse than all.'
'Constant to her,' said Edward, 'and returning, full
of hope, after many hardships and perils, to redeem my part of our old
contract, I heard, twenty miles away, that she was false to me; that
she had forgotten me; and had bestowed herself upon another and a richer
man. I had no mind to reproach her; but I wished to see her, and
to prove beyond dispute that this was true. I hoped she might
have been forced into it, against her own desire and recollection.
It would be small comfort, but it would be some, I thought, and on I
came. That I might have the truth, the real truth; observing freely
for myself, and judging for myself, without obstruction on the one hand,
or presenting my own influence (if I had any) before her, on the other;
I dressed myself unlike myself - you know how; and waited on the road
- you know where. You had no suspicion of me; neither had - had
she,' pointing to Dot, 'until I whispered in her ear at
that fireside, and she so nearly betrayed me.'
'But when she knew that Edward was alive, and had come back,'
sobbed Dot, now speaking for herself, as she had burned to do, all through
this narrative; 'and when she knew his purpose, she advised him
by all means to keep his secret close; for his old friend John Peerybingle
was much too open in his nature, and too clumsy in all artifice - being
a clumsy man in general,' said Dot, half laughing and half crying
- 'to keep it for him. And when she - that's me, John,'
sobbed the little woman - 'told him all, and how his sweetheart
had believed him to be dead; and how she had at last been over-persuaded
by her mother into a marriage which the silly, dear old thing called
advantageous; and when she - that's me again, John - told him
they were not yet married (though close upon it), and that it would
be nothing but a sacrifice if it went on, for there was no love on her
side; and when he went nearly mad with joy to hear it; then she - that's
me again - said she would go between them, as she had often done before
in old times, John, and would sound his sweetheart and be sure that
what she - me again, John - said and thought was right. And it
was right, John! And they were brought together, John! And
they were married, John, an hour ago! And here's the Bride!
And Gruff and Tackleton may die a bachelor! And I'm a happy
little woman, May, God bless you!'
She was an irresistible little woman, if that be anything to the purpose;
and never so completely irresistible as in her present transports.
There never were congratulations so endearing and delicious, as those
she lavished on herself and on the Bride.
Amid the tumult of emotions in his breast, the honest Carrier had stood,
confounded. Flying, now, towards her, Dot stretched out her hand
to stop him, and retreated as before.
'No, John, no! Hear all! Don't love me any more,
John, till you've heard every word I have to say. It was
wrong to have a secret from you, John. I'm very sorry.
I didn't think it any harm, till I came and sat down by you on
the little stool last night. But when I knew by what was written
in your face, that you had seen me walking in the gallery with Edward,
and when I knew what you thought, I felt how giddy and how wrong it
was. But oh, dear John, how could you, could you, think so!'
Little woman, how she sobbed again! John Peerybingle would have
caught her in his arms. But no; she wouldn't let him.
'Don't love me yet, please, John! Not for a long time
yet! When I was sad about this intended marriage, dear, it was
because I remembered May and Edward such young lovers; and knew that
her heart was far away from Tackleton. You believe that, now.
Don't you, John?'
John was going to make another rush at this appeal; but she stopped
him again.
'No; keep there, please, John! When I laugh at you, as I
sometimes do, John, and call you clumsy and a dear old goose, and names
of that sort, it's because I love you, John, so well, and take
such pleasure in your ways, and wouldn't see you altered in the
least respect to have you made a King to-morrow.'
'Hooroar!' said Caleb with unusual vigour. 'My
opinion!'
'And when I speak of people being middle-aged, and steady, John,
and pretend that we are a humdrum couple, going on in a jog-trot sort
of way, it's only because I'm such a silly little thing,
John, that I like, sometimes, to act a kind of Play with Baby, and all
that: and make believe.'
She saw that he was coming; and stopped him again. But she was
very nearly too late.
'No, don't love me for another minute or two, if you please,
John! What I want most to tell you, I have kept to the last.
My dear, good, generous John, when we were talking the other night about
the Cricket, I had it on my lips to say, that at first I did not love
you quite so dearly as I do now; that when I first came home here, I
was half afraid I mightn't learn to love you every bit as well
as I hoped and prayed I might - being so very young, John! But,
dear John, every day and hour I loved you more and more. And if
I could have loved you better than I do, the noble words I heard you
say this morning, would have made me. But I can't.
All the affection that I had (it was a great deal, John) I gave you,
as you well deserve, long, long ago, and I have no more left to give.
Now, my dear husband, take me to your heart again! That's
my home, John; and never, never think of sending me to any other!'
You never will derive so much delight from seeing a glorious little
woman in the arms of a third party, as you would have felt if you had
seen Dot run into the Carrier's embrace. It was the most
complete, unmitigated, soul-fraught little piece of earnestness that
ever you beheld in all your days.
You maybe sure the Carrier was in a state of perfect rapture; and you
may be sure Dot was likewise; and you may be sure they all were, inclusive
of Miss Slowboy, who wept copiously for joy, and wishing to include
her young charge in the general interchange of congratulations, handed
round the Baby to everybody in succession, as if it were something to
drink.
But, now, the sound of wheels was heard again outside the door; and
somebody exclaimed that Gruff and Tackleton was coming back. Speedily
that worthy gentleman appeared, looking warm and flustered.
'Why, what the Devil's this, John Peerybingle!' said
Tackleton. 'There's some mistake. I appointed
Mrs. Tackleton to meet me at the church, and I'll swear I passed
her on the road, on her way here. Oh! here she is! I beg
your pardon, sir; I haven't the pleasure of knowing you; but if
you can do me the favour to spare this young lady, she has rather a
particular engagement this morning.'
'But I can't spare her,' returned Edward. 'I
couldn't think of it.'
'What do you mean, you vagabond?' said Tackleton.
'I mean, that as I can make allowance for your being vexed,'
returned the other, with a smile, 'I am as deaf to harsh discourse
this morning, as I was to all discourse last night.'
The look that Tackleton bestowed upon him, and the start he gave!
'I am sorry, sir,' said Edward, holding out May's
left hand, and especially the third finger; 'that the young lady
can't accompany you to church; but as she has been there once,
this morning, perhaps you'll excuse her.'
Tackleton looked hard at the third finger, and took a little piece of
silver-paper, apparently containing a ring, from his waistcoat-pocket.
'Miss Slowboy,' said Tackleton. 'Will you have
the kindness to throw that in the fire? Thank'ee.'
'It was a previous engagement, quite an old engagement, that prevented
my wife from keeping her appointment with you, I assure you,'
said Edward.
'Mr. Tackleton will do me the justice to acknowledge that I revealed
it to him faithfully; and that I told him, many times, I never could
forget it,' said May, blushing.
'Oh certainly!' said Tackleton. 'Oh to be sure.
Oh it's all right. It's quite correct. Mrs.
Edward Plummer, I infer?'
'That's the name,' returned the bridegroom.
'Ah, I shouldn't have known you, sir,' said Tackleton,
scrutinising his face narrowly, and making a low bow. 'I
give you joy, sir!'
'Thank'ee.'
'Mrs. Peerybingle,' said Tackleton, turning suddenly to
where she stood with her husband; 'I am sorry. You haven't
done me a very great kindness, but, upon my life I am sorry. You
are better than I thought you. John Peerybingle, I am sorry.
You understand me; that's enough. It's quite correct,
ladies and gentlemen all, and perfectly satisfactory. Good morning!'
With these words he carried it off, and carried himself off too: merely
stopping at the door, to take the flowers and favours from his horse's
head, and to kick that animal once, in the ribs, as a means of informing
him that there was a screw loose in his arrangements.
Of course it became a serious duty now, to make such a day of it, as
should mark these events for a high Feast and Festival in the Peerybingle
Calendar for evermore. Accordingly, Dot went to work to produce
such an entertainment, as should reflect undying honour on the house
and on every one concerned; and in a very short space of time, she was
up to her dimpled elbows in flour, and whitening the Carrier's
coat, every time he came near her, by stopping him to give him a kiss.
That good fellow washed the greens, and peeled the turnips, and broke
the plates, and upset iron pots full of cold water on the fire, and
made himself useful in all sorts of ways: while a couple of professional
assistants, hastily called in from somewhere in the neighbourhood, as
on a point of life or death, ran against each other in all the doorways
and round all the corners, and everybody tumbled over Tilly Slowboy
and the Baby, everywhere. Tilly never came out in such force before.
Her ubiquity was the theme of general admiration. She was a stumbling-block
in the passage at five-and-twenty minutes past two; a man-trap in the
kitchen at half-past two precisely; and a pitfall in the garret at five-and-twenty
minutes to three. The Baby's head was, as it were, a test
and touchstone for every description of matter, - animal, vegetable,
and mineral. Nothing was in use that day that didn't come,
at some time or other, into close acquaintance with it.
Then, there was a great Expedition set on foot to go and find out Mrs.
Fielding; and to be dismally penitent to that excellent gentlewoman;
and to bring her back, by force, if needful, to be happy and forgiving.
And when the Expedition first discovered her, she would listen to no
terms at all, but said, an unspeakable number of times, that ever she
should have lived to see the day! and couldn't be got to say anything
else, except, 'Now carry me to the grave:' which seemed
absurd, on account of her not being dead, or anything at all like it.
After a time, she lapsed into a state of dreadful calmness, and observed,
that when that unfortunate train of circumstances had occurred in the
Indigo Trade, she had foreseen that she would be exposed, during her
whole life, to every species of insult and contumely; and that she was
glad to find it was the case; and begged they wouldn't trouble
themselves about her, - for what was she? oh, dear! a nobody! - but
would forget that such a being lived, and would take their course in
life without her. From this bitterly sarcastic mood, she passed
into an angry one, in which she gave vent to the remarkable expression
that the worm would turn if trodden on; and, after that, she yielded
to a soft regret, and said, if they had only given her their confidence,
what might she not have had it in her power to suggest! Taking
advantage of this crisis in her feelings, the Expedition embraced her;
and she very soon had her gloves on, and was on her way to John Peerybingle's
in a state of unimpeachable gentility; with a paper parcel at her side
containing a cap of state, almost as tall, and quite as stiff, as a
mitre.
Then, there were Dot's father and mother to come, in another little
chaise; and they were behind their time; and fears were entertained;
and there was much looking out for them down the road; and Mrs. Fielding
always would look in the wrong and morally impossible direction; and
being apprised thereof, hoped she might take the liberty of looking
where she pleased. At last they came: a chubby little couple,
jogging along in a snug and comfortable little way that quite belonged
to the Dot family; and Dot and her mother, side by side, were wonderful
to see. They were so like each other.
Then, Dot's mother had to renew her acquaintance with May's
mother; and May's mother always stood on her gentility; and Dot's
mother never stood on anything but her active little feet. And
old Dot - so to call Dot's father, I forgot it wasn't his
right name, but never mind - took liberties, and shook hands at first
sight, and seemed to think a cap but so much starch and muslin, and
didn't defer himself at all to the Indigo Trade, but said there
was no help for it now; and, in Mrs. Fielding's summing up, was
a good-natured kind of man - but coarse, my dear.
I wouldn't have missed Dot, doing the honours in her wedding-gown,
my benison on her bright face! for any money. No! nor the good
Carrier, so jovial and so ruddy, at the bottom of the table. Nor
the brown, fresh sailor-fellow, and his handsome wife. Nor any
one among them. To have missed the dinner would have been to miss
as jolly and as stout a meal as man need eat; and to have missed the
overflowing cups in which they drank The Wedding-Day, would have been
the greatest miss of all.
After dinner, Caleb sang the song about the Sparkling Bowl. As
I'm a living man, hoping to keep so, for a year or two, he sang
it through.
And, by-the-by, a most unlooked-for incident occurred, just as he finished
the last verse.
There was a tap at the door; and a man came staggering in, without saying
with your leave, or by your leave, with something heavy on his head.
Setting this down in the middle of the table, symmetrically in the centre
of the nuts and apples, he said:
'Mr. Tackleton's compliments, and as he hasn't got
no use for the cake himself, p'raps you'll eat it.'
And with those words, he walked off.
There was some surprise among the company, as you may imagine.
Mrs. Fielding, being a lady of infinite discernment, suggested that
the cake was poisoned, and related a narrative of a cake, which, within
her knowledge, had turned a seminary for young ladies, blue. But
she was overruled by acclamation; and the cake was cut by May, with
much ceremony and rejoicing.
I don't think any one had tasted it, when there came another tap
at the door, and the same man appeared again, having under his arm a
vast brown-paper parcel.
'Mr. Tackleton's compliments, and he's sent a few
toys for the Babby. They ain't ugly.'
After the delivery of which expressions, he retired again.
The whole party would have experienced great difficulty in finding words
for their astonishment, even if they had had ample time to seek them.
But they had none at all; for the messenger had scarcely shut the door
behind him, when there came another tap, and Tackleton himself walked
in.
'Mrs. Peerybingle!' said the Toy-merchant, hat in hand.
'I'm sorry. I'm more sorry than I was this morning.
I have had time to think of it. John Peerybingle! I'm
sour by disposition; but I can't help being sweetened, more or
less, by coming face to face with such a man as you. Caleb!
This unconscious little nurse gave me a broken hint last night, of which
I have found the thread. I blush to think how easily I might have
bound you and your daughter to me, and what a miserable idiot I was,
when I took her for one! Friends, one and all, my house is very
lonely to-night. I have not so much as a Cricket on my Hearth.
I have scared them all away. Be gracious to me; let me join this
happy party!'
He was at home in five minutes. You never saw such a fellow.
What had he been doing with himself all his life, never to have
known, before, his great capacity of being jovial! Or what had
the Fairies been doing with him, to have effected such a change!
'John! you won't send me home this evening; will you?'
whispered Dot.
He had been very near it though!
There wanted but one living creature to make the party complete; and,
in the twinkling of an eye, there he was, very thirsty with hard running,
and engaged in hopeless endeavours to squeeze his head into a narrow
pitcher. He had gone with the cart to its journey's end,
very much disgusted with the absence of his master, and stupendously
rebellious to the Deputy. After lingering about the stable for
some little time, vainly attempting to incite the old horse to the mutinous
act of returning on his own account, he had walked into the tap-room
and laid himself down before the fire. But suddenly yielding to
the conviction that the Deputy was a humbug, and must be abandoned,
he had got up again, turned tail, and come home.
There was a dance in the evening. With which general mention of
that recreation, I should have left it alone, if I had not some reason
to suppose that it was quite an original dance, and one of a most uncommon
figure. It was formed in an odd way; in this way.
Edward, that sailor-fellow - a good free dashing sort of a fellow he
was - had been telling them various marvels concerning parrots, and
mines, and Mexicans, and gold dust, when all at once he took it in his
head to jump up from his seat and propose a dance; for Bertha's
harp was there, and she had such a hand upon it as you seldom hear.
Dot (sly little piece of affectation when she chose) said her dancing
days were over; I think because the Carrier was smoking his pipe,
and she liked sitting by him, best. Mrs. Fielding had no choice,
of course, but to say her dancing days were over, after that;
and everybody said the same, except May; May was ready.
So, May and Edward got up, amid great applause, to dance alone; and
Bertha plays her liveliest tune.
Well! if you'll believe me, they have not been dancing five minutes,
when suddenly the Carrier flings his pipe away, takes Dot round the
waist, dashes out into the room, and starts off with her, toe and heel,
quite wonderfully. Tackleton no sooner sees this, than he skims
across to Mrs. Fielding, takes her round the waist, and follows suit.
Old Dot no sooner sees this, than up he is, all alive, whisks off Mrs.
Dot in the middle of the dance, and is the foremost there. Caleb
no sooner sees this, than he clutches Tilly Slowboy by both hands and
goes off at score; Miss Slowboy, firm in the belief that diving hotly
in among the other couples, and effecting any number of concussions
with them, is your only principle of footing it.
Hark! how the Cricket joins the music with its Chirp, Chirp, Chirp;
and how the kettle hums!
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But what is this! Even as I listen to them, blithely, and turn
towards Dot, for one last glimpse of a little figure very pleasant to
me, she and the rest have vanished into air, and I am left alone.
A Cricket sings upon the Hearth; a broken child's-toy lies upon
the ground; and nothing else remains.
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